Place: floating market
EatPrayLove day3
We woke up extra extra early (5am!) for today's trip to this floating market 1.5 hours outside Bangkok.
On a totally different note, I had a restless sleep last night after watching the adjustment bureau. It made me wonder if someone out there is really made for us and also if someone out there is trying very hard to keep us away from the wrong person, to make way for the right one.
But where's the freewill in that?
In the movie, given that they only had brief moments yet, it affects them forever so much so that they struggle over the years, longing for the next chance to meet each other again despite having different partners.
It really makes me wonder; if i fight fate to fight for what im feeling and what is right, it will only hurt more and will only keep me away from what is meant. But if i sit still and just let things fall into place, accept the way things are happening, then its like i didn't even put up a fight; like i dont give a damn about any of this.
Well, i did put up a good fight. Huwag pilitin ang ayaw. i guess, the logical side of me is insisting that i gave this man a chance, i risked a lot. But if he's the one backing away, what's the point right?
Im confused! But, it's nothing heavy. Nothing third world grave problem. Just me and my ramblings.
Until the next! Cheers!:)
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